i kind of admire people who are full of emotions. anyway, have been reading all your blogs and it seems that all of your lives are quite happening and well 10000 times more interesting than mine. i've been enduring my mom shouting at me scolding me etc. it doesn't help when she always says you repeated a year blah blah. and sometimes being able to forgive and forget isn't a good thing because everytime i put it behind me and start talking to her like norm she starts all these endless words of insults again and then i'll start regretting that i talked to her. and so i've regretted countless times. sigh. it's quite a sad situation. knowing her, my brothers and i have come to a conclusion that we'll just have to live with it because nothing's going to change, ever. i have been optimistic. so i tried telling her what she shouldn't say to lower my younger brother's self-confidence and we quarrelled. quarrelling is fine but quarrelling without getting your point across is depressing. so to explain my disappearance, i've been enduring shit at home and it sucks. i wish i could have some peace. and she's starting it again so bye. what a sad life.

love you like a sister;
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